So our ward was recently reorganized.  I was called as the ward choir pianist.  I love piano callings, because they are easy and it forces to play more.  BUT, before I was even called the chorister brought over their Christmas program.  It is a 60 page cantata.  I have been working really hard trying to learn it.  We perform this Sunday and I am officially freaking out!  I have practiced and practiced and although I can play it all the through it is far from performance ready.  I guess I just need to do my best and remember that it is not the end of the world if it is not perfect.  So with that in mind I am going to practice right now.  Wish me luck.